the bug boy and i had our second date on sunday. we went to bald mountain and walked on the trails. then we drove back to his house and walked to downtown for dinner. i might be catching feelings a little bit. i say this constantly but he's so kind and respectful. he holds my hand when we walk back from dinner, he pays, he carries my leftovers for me, he walks me out at the end of the night and kisses me goodbye. i don't think i've ever been cared for like this, honestly. it's a little scary.
i saw my therapist today and i told her everything about him. i also told her that i'm scared that i don't know how to tell if i actually really like him or if he's just the first guy who has reciprocated feelings and respected me. trauma is weird, man. i'm a little worried that i'll end up sabotaging this.
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