july 25, 2023

my biggest fear is that i fall for this man but it doesn't work out and i end up getting hurt. but i'm trying to accept that it might be okay, too. with the last guy i felt serious about, i got burned so badly and i thought i'd never get over it. i never wanted to get serious about anyone again. but i got over it and i accepted that - as much as it hurt - i learned so much about myself and what i want out of a partnership. so, i'm trying to be optimistic, accept things for what they are, and know that if he's not the one, someone else is.