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February 13, 2023

Therapy sucks sometimes. I had a long conversation with my therapist this morning and I told her that I'm really struggling with the lack of closure with the last person I was serious about. She gave me the approval to reach out and ask him to close the door for good. She agreed that it can't make me feel any worse than I already do. She thinks there's a chance he won't respond, but unfortunately, I know that he will. And now I'm so fucking terrified, but on the other hand, what do I have to lose? There is not a single thing that he could say to me that would make me feel any worse than I do right now. It's been three months and I am ready to close the door for good, but I need some sense of closure from him. I need to know that he is never coming back, and this is truly over for good.



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