i haven't written anything here in over six months. dating felt forced and painful for a while. i dated someone briefly in...

i went on a first date on saturday night. it was probably one of the best dates i’ve been on. the conversation was so easy, we got along...

the bug man and i have officially been on twelve dates. we've been talking for just over 3 months. my therapist says i put all of my...

my biggest fear is that i fall for this man but it doesn't work out and i end up getting hurt. but i'm trying to accept that it might be...

the bug boy and i have officially been on four dates. on saturday, we went and got pizza at the same place we had our first date. he got...

the bug boy and i had our second date on sunday. we went to bald mountain and walked on the trails. then we drove back to his house and...

i went on a first date last night, with a complete stranger, which is so far out of my comfort zone. he's been nicknamed "the bug boy" by...

i had an epiphany a couple of weeks ago. essentially that the reason i put you on such a pedestal compared to the other men that i have...

i'm a little bit of an asshole, if we're being honest. so, yes, i was posting quotes on my IG story to try and get under your skin. part...

it's been 189 days since i last saw you. it's been 180 days since you ended it. and it's been 83 days since we last spoke. 6 months since...

everyone says that it gets easier at some point. but i'm still wondering when that's supposed to happen. it's been almost 4 months since...

I got diagnosed with an autoimmune disease in December, two days before my 25th birthday. Getting a diagnosis like that is such a weird...

I've been writing poetry for four years now. The first poem I wrote was about someone that I would've done literally anything for. I...

There's one person that can really, truly get in my head. I told him today that he manipulates me in a way that nobody else can. I even...

I don't know what response I was really expecting when I reached out to that man yesterday. Well, that's not entirely true. I know what I...

Therapy sucks sometimes. I had a long conversation with my therapist this morning and I told her that I'm really struggling with the lack...

On Wednesday, I see my therapist for the first time in over a month. I have to tell her that the guy I was seeing (B) - that we both...

I've been writing a lot of poetry over the last two months. I wrote two more today. I think it's the only thing keeping me sane and...

Trying to heal from a break up with someone you never actually dated is a weird kind of pain because it totally shouldn't hurt as much as...

I decided to take a social media hiatus. I archived all of my instagram posts this morning. I've never truly taken a social media hiatus...